hmm.this is quite a long post, so if u people dun feel lik reading, please leave. =)

slept rather late last night, for what reason, i duno.and also woke up late this morning.
watched the hong kong drama had bro had rented.


and for the rest of the day, nth but kept in the room tidying all those rubbish that bro had on the shelf.throw away rubbish and realise, we did alot of historical research during school days.


nobody was at home, and i always hated this, for people wun know, how miserable it is to be left alone at home.
dad came home around evening, asked him, when we going to paint the room.
i was reprimanded, and yes, literally.
for the hell i won't know, i felt so invisible at home. came to realise that dad is shifting his attention to bro, for god sake that he is moving over to accompany aunt.
just for this, im being left by him.


and all i wan for my room is a sofa and just a new bookshelf to put my books.
but somehow, it seems to hard to come by.
disapproving of getting a new bookshelf, disapproving of mi getting a new sofa.
just what the hell they want.
i want my room to have less stuff, more space.
but it all seems so hard.


felt so upset for the day, where nobody cares, bad cough wouldnt recover.
throat hurts so that i dun wish to talk.
and imagine having to suffer the pain of 2 ulcers, one on upper lip, one on lower lip.

whatever it is, i guess, there is never once that i get what i want.


i miss you so, do you miss mi too?