To love, and to be loved

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

somehow, sometimes, things just doesn't goes the way you want them to be.
no matter how hard you yearn for it.
no matter how hard you trying to stop.

im tired,goodnites peeps =)

♥ 10:40 PM

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Just forget it

Labels: kk abit

♥ 9:29 PM

Sunday, April 26, 2009

to be there to take my photos, to take those precious moment down.

to be there to hold my hand as tight as u can, not lettin go so easily..

♥ 12:17 AM

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Fuck Fuck Fuck

everything is so Fuck-ed up..

Fucking annoying, Fucking frustrated, Fucking tired, everything Sucks, everything Fuck.

FUCK!

felt so much like crying..

no one cares ='(

apology to bibi, i really nid to say this word.

i need you, do u know?

Labels: fucky and sucky day.fuck it

♥ 8:19 PM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

just came back from work and i am so bloody TIRED~

fries dipped with cheese cooked accompanied us(shermain, mi, rodney,talal) tonight.

work was fine for me, gettin along well with the staffs, or rather, with friends instead.
lames jokes all the way man..
by ash, mi and kevin.

anw, My Boy surprised mi today before he went for work, accompained mi to eat my lunch-come-dinner,and one more thing....he came with panadol, something i nid most as i was havin headache.

tell mi, where can i find sucha sweet boyfriend.
loves <3

ok, im real tired now..nites =)

♥ 11:45 PM

Monday, April 20, 2009

Nites all.....

Labels: =(

♥ 11:55 PM

Sunday, April 19, 2009

a picture depicts a thousands word.

i missed the days when we can go out practically everyday..
i missed the days when you can hug mi tightly, as if a koala bear huggin the bamboo..

sigh..

why do i have to lost my phone
if i had not lost it, would i fuckin work for so many days, without caring how tired i am.
without fail, everyday i would be deadbeat.

i want to spend more time with you
but i guess, tat would be til sch reopen.

all i can do now is, endure and endure...

i miss you lots

♥ 11:09 PM

Saturday, April 18, 2009

i will be meeting you at 9pm sharp, but if u goin to come out after 9pm, den i guess i will head home bahx.

*i drank

♥ 11:42 PM

Friday, April 17, 2009

I.MISS.YOU

Do you know?

♥ 9:45 PM

Thursday, April 16, 2009

work today was fun duh..

gt to know more staffs, jokable staffs.
was doin host today, but anyhows, i did tried take orders, not bad.hahas.

My Boy surprised mi when i was about to end work.
waited for mi to change and off we went to eat, cuz i veri HUNGRY~

took silly photos tgt.
and i just love the time i spent with My Boy.=)

*tml workin mornin shift with qiaoyu =)

♥ 10:28 PM

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

im super duper tired right now..
but i just wan blog..

started work today wif qiaoyu
not bad, except for the uniform..eucks..

observed, served and did nth much.
make friends, and i was tested by the 'manager'.
test as in those EQ test.
i gt one wrong, but second correct..cheers.

anw, end work, brought food and qiaoyu accompanied mi to get my new sim card.
Thanks lots =)

i called numerous times, sms numerous times..but no reply til i was on my way home.
I know your sleepin habits now, i dun blame you.
I guess i have to get used to it soon..
it may be just 1 sec, 1 min, 1 hour, 1 day...you are always in my thought.
i wished you are the first one to send mi to work on the first day, the one who pick mi up from work on the first day.
but nevertheless, i told myself not to expect much..
i noe you are busy lookin for my phone, i dun blame you..
but i just want let you know, you never leave my mind, i miss you so...

Labels: if you know....

♥ 10:00 PM

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

I HATE TODAY

yes, i hate it, but stil,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN =)

came back from chalet, rested for an hour, out to hospital again.
brought food for dad, den off he went aft 2nd cousin came.

Doc Liu came in, looked for dad, but dad wasnt ard, so he talked to mi regarding the CT scan that granny just took.

Its confirm, so.....cried while he told mi the results/report.
called dad immediately..

please god, i beg you, let granny be healthy can?
i cant afford to lose her..

and yes, i lost my phone.
FUCK.

reported it, suspend my line til i go and take my new sim card.

You 2 fuckin girls, may u both get into accident and vanish from this world.
yes, im evil, so???
some people are just so unreasonable, or can i say, hard-hearted.
how would u people feel when u lost your phone, and u cant find it?
all ur contacts, all ur photos, all ur info, ALL GONE!!
how you you fucking feel?

forget it..

all i can blame is my carelessness..

♥ 11:58 PM

Sunday, April 12, 2009

HELLOS PEOPLE!!

back from one-day job, tiring..

but nevertheless, My Boy surprised mi with Auntie Anne's, with this, i dun mind standing long.
and he then rushed for work.

tel mi, where to get sucha good boyfriend?

i love you my boy.
much appreciated =)

7.30pm, went to wash the dispenser, while washin, was offered sausage, but declined. =)

den home with Annie, surprisingly, she was from NYP(marketing).
hope to see her in sch. =)

Here's a photo of mi and the dispenser.

going for interview tml, wish mi luck dudes.

den to class chalet with my boy =)
loves <3

♥ 9:46 PM

Friday, April 10, 2009

somehow, i have been wondering. What made us to where we are now. What's the reason for living in this world? Every question has an answer to it.

i saw how the nurse collected blood from granny just now.
She was so much in pain, calling out for dad when the nurse do the process.

yes, i nearly cry. =(

if i can, take my life to replace hers.
so long as she is well, im happy.

You seems so busy last night, whenever i replied you or asked u a qns, it takes u long to get back to mi. I waited like nobody's biz.
Before you go for work, i waited for your reply, but no reply. Look like a silly fool staring at my hp.

yes, im a fool, a silly fool.

i nid not ppl to bother abt this post, i nid not ppl to care abt my matters, don't come askin mi any questions, unless you have any job recommendations for me. thanks

Labels: UPSET DAY

♥ 3:39 PM

Thursday, April 9, 2009

For the past 19 years, this is the first time brother apologise to me.

='(
pain

♥ 6:39 PM

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

HAPPY 7TH MONTHSARY MaoMao!!!

althou we were upset abt the poor customer service rendered by the 'Japanese village''s management, we stil enjoyed our meal and our movie 'L.O.V.E'. Sweet and short love stories~

MaoMao asked mi this question.

"baby.. in this 7 month wad u think abt me and our r/s."

My reply was

"hmm..althou we have our upset times, the time spent with you these 7 mths is fruitful. i feel de love u gave mi, the times when im sad, the times when im happy, the times when i realise i cant do anythin without you."

I asked him back.

"How about you?"

His reply was

"to me i think i nvr loved someone so deeply and long before, i cant help to think abt you even though u are not around me, everything i do usually will link me up to u.. i love the time we spend together, we quarrel, we play, we go crazy and slap each other and of cos, the time we had for movies... thank you for being there for me when i need you..
LAST BUT NOT LEAST! I LOVE YOU!!!!"

you guys may think its mushy or wadsoever.

but thats not wad i think, the onli thing i noe is, this is true love.

Whether or not the time spent with him is short or long, we never fail to fool ard, we slap each other, yes, we slapped~ but not using much force, he always make sure i wun fall to the extend that he hold mi real tight, he protected mi everytime i wear short skirts (so that i wun reveal anythin to others), he piggy-back mi home when i had severe gastric pain, he brought herbal tea when im sick and many more.

you people might think..wahx..so sweet lovin mehx? so mushy..cant stand it..

so wad, i dun care wad the fruiting care u people think.

say wad u wan.cuz i dun care at all..

i love you

Labels: HAPPY 7TH MONTHSARY

♥ 11:41 PM

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

MaoMao surprised mi with this hand-made card and appeared at my doorstep while im resting.

and i love hand-made card, especially by someone i love.
*much appreciated*

great effort in drawin the tigger. =)

by ALVAN CHEN LIANG KUN, my love.

I trust you, so dun break the trust i have in you. Remember wad u promised mi, "I will never ever leave you and you are the onli one i love."

anw,lik wad i said, granny was hospitalised.
just came back not long visiting her, report was out, she have this mild stroke on her right brain, and a blockage in her throat, causing her difficulties to eat or swallow things.

sigh, my heart really hurts when i saw her.

felt lik crying at that point of time.
but somehow i have to be strong.
cuz i noe, my dad needs mi, he cant fall at this point. Busy with his work in the mornin, go visit granny, settle this settle that...sigh..

please god, take good care of granny.can?

♥ 9:43 PM

Monday, April 6, 2009

despite me being sick, still accompanied dad and aunt to send granny to TTS hospital.
she was awarded. due to the fact that she fell down 4 times at home. Complaining about giddiness and headache.

sigh.

hope nth would happen to her.
*pray hard*

and somehow the service at TTS is real bad.
granny was sent in at 3pm, and guess wad.she was being awarded to the room at 10pm.
what the fruit!!

anyhows
came back and went to see doc.
being sick for 3 days is a no no for mi.
doc said its flu, avoid coffee, fried food and switchin on aircon.

i expected too much.
hoping things that wun happen despite waiting long for it.

♥ 10:07 PM

apparently going out the nxt day during recovery is not a good idea.

going to see doc later. ='(

♥ 11:12 AM

Sunday, April 5, 2009

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO BIBIANA CHENG!!
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE AND ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR STUDIES.
BE THE MOST OUTSTANDING NURSE YEA?
( your present will reach you by 6pm++ aft ur work, which is delivered by mi!)

anw, i just had my worst day ytd.
sick, lying on bed for hours.
and guessed i must have slept alot ytd aft eatin those drowsy medicine.
(after 'sweepin wood' slept at 10am to 3pm, ate med, slept 4pm to 6pm, ate dinner at ah po's hse and came back home, ate med, slept 10.30pm to 10am(sunday,today). not including those number of times i woke up to see whether did you msg mi.)

i know you do have your reason for not being there for mi.
i know you have your work to attend to.
im not blaming you, neither am i so selfish to the extend asking u forgo your work and rush to mi.right?
all i need is just a concern msg from you.tellin mi i will recover in no time, tellin mi to take care of myself, tellin mi to eat my med on time.

and u noe how tight i hugged my tigger ytd? hoping the one im huggin is you.

anw, i noe u worked late last night, and you have to go out with your family and work again.
so do take care of urself since u just recovered. drink plenty of plain water and not coke yea?

Labels: I MISS 'MAO MAO'

♥ 12:01 PM

Friday, April 3, 2009

spent my day with my love.
enjoyed myself =)

maybe i shouldnt see so much.maybe i shouldnt even go see..
least make mi tink so much..

anw, tml gonna wake up early to 'sweep wood'.

and im not even feelin well.='(

thats my boy.
always so curious abt everything.

"There is no remedy for love but to love more."

♥ 9:47 PM

Thursday, April 2, 2009

it just sucks

everything sucks.

mood sucks

attitude sucks

temper sucks

ppl sucks

whatever.

not in the mood for anything.

so just leave mi alone, even if im not fucking well.

♥ 8:32 PM