To love, and to be loved

Friday, October 31, 2008

shoo off if u dun lik my post.* no offence*

i duno just what de fcuk i gt this brother lar~
and i duno what de hell is goin in his mind can.

came hm as if the whole family owe him lidat.
hello~ nobody owe u anything can.
and if u find dad so irritating, prepare dinner urself.
dun give de family members such a fcuking attitude
dad can tolerate u,bt not mi!
dad dun wish to scold u, bt i will argue for i hate the fcuking attitude that u gave the family.
so wat if u r my brother?
wld a brother call his sister 'bastard'?
i bet u r the onli one.
and u r no better too.FCUK!
have u ever treated mi nicely? NO!
freaking hell NO!
FCUK!

dun bring ur fcuking temper frm ur NS back hm.
family members are not meant for u to pour ur frustrations on.

and fine~ i wun touch ur things again
neither will i ever help u in anythin.
dun cum beggin mi for things u need for im gonna ignore it.

and i just dun understand why mum kept siding u.
am always scolded by mum to shut the fcuk up.
yes,i have bad temper,bad voice and bad attitude.
it causes irritation to everyone. bt so wat?

wat a brother are u?
disappointed,truly disappointed.

im sori if im nt there with u when u feel ill.
bt stil,tak great great care can?
cuz i really love you a alot! and i dun wish to lose you.<3

♥ 8:27 PM

Thursday, October 30, 2008

my darling~

ergh~

*pout*

can u spot cute meimei?

The girls~ <3

Scared by the halloween.

MYGOSH~~
make a guess.
did we really kiss???

anyhows
hubby and i quarrelled from the school all de way to mrt station.
wat can i say lehx.
noise pollution sia~
BUT.....i actually enjoyed quarrelling with him lar.
and he never fails to fall into my trap. wahahas.
bt wait,i loses in every quarrel as he gt a louder voice than mi.humpf~
stil, i do win at times.hahas =)
personally feel that our quarrel are so childish man.
bt it just bring us closer than before.and i just love this indescribable feeling.

&&& please dun leave mi behind can.
cuz i hate de feeling of being left alone.

I LOVE YOU <3

♥ 8:40 PM

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

bball with hubby,alviss,kevin,lixiao and another guy.

all good players except mi.sigh~
for i onli hav skills in netball and captain's ball

bt stil,fun game~
except that hubby dislike the guy who use dirty tricks or watsoever.

an advice to everyone,dun play under the sorching sun, it totally drained all ur energy away.

reached hm,nap-ped awhile den head for tuition.

u scared mi off totally today u noe?
=(
wat if u really fainted dere,wat am i goin to do?
althou i noe first aid,bt i wil stood rooted dere.
so please please tak good care of ur body.especially ur head.

any pain i endured is nth for it's all worth it.
and sori that ur arm is hurt.
so please, no nxt tim le.ok?
worried sick~

♥ 8:11 PM

Monday, October 27, 2008

had a convo with vivien (lao nu ren)-thats wat i call her when we used to work in tonkichi.
and she used to call mi 'jing lu', cuz im tall.

anyhows
she's a sweet gal can.
&&& she's working at PS too. gonna look for her tis sat~ =)
happy for her cuz karin and her quitted their waitress job at tonkichi.
gals,u r free man.

and tat P*****K indeed sucks lar.
bet nobody can tolerate him sia.
i can stil rmb vividly how he reprimanded me when he say i was wasting tim wif my customers.
hellos~ i brought my dingzhi kor to dine there,and was promoting to them which dishes are nice.
and yet he say im wasting tim and nt serving other customers,lots of table nid to be cleared and blah blah~
wth can~

anyway
vivien suggested when all of us quitted the job,we gather the grp and go there eat at table5
shoot him back until he jialat ah.
and other customers oso noe.say loud loud til table 23 oso can hear.
wahahas

ok,nid to slp le.tired~

i always love spending my time with you <3

♥ 11:35 PM

Sunday, October 26, 2008

HELLOS EARTHLING~

great day for mi today.

shopping spree with mummy at bugis.

brought my satisfied lingeries.hee =)

thanx mummy,loves <3

anyhows

did my book review juz nw.

it was kinda a sadding story for all dog lover's.

Titled: Rescuing Sprite

and yes,i did cried =(

he was put to sleep and cremated with respect.

For he was suffering.

will reveal more of the story during my presentation for my book review.=)

The book =)
cute dog isnt it?

and here is my lovely dog

Lucky!

He may not look cute to you, he may look fierce to you, he may look ugly.
Bt that doesnt affect mi.
For i love my dog to bits.
He is one macho dog with firm muscles near his chest there.
and he knows when u nid a hug.
and he sleeps beside my bed, kind of lik protecting mi when im sleepin, nt allowing anyone into the room.
However,
He's at my ahma's hse,under the care of my aunt.
and i promised i will vist him when i've gt the time.
loves<3

anyway,someone provoked mi last nite
and i did tat again.

im so looking forward to our date tml. <3

♥ 9:43 PM

Saturday, October 25, 2008

nth much today

did the stupid crossword puzzle wif qiaoyu.
sianz full~
some of the words we din even learn before lar~

anyhows,
accompanied mummy to amk hub today
brought a white skirt~
and no worries hubby, definitely nt shorter than one and a half hand.as promised =)

temple tml
and shopping wif mummy.
im so gonna get new lingerie's ~

shall end off wif a pic of my cute hammy~

i miss you <3

♥ 10:12 PM

Friday, October 24, 2008

Bowl-ed and pool-ed with alvin,felicia,darling,qiaoyu and edwin today aft sch.

the first tim i bowl and i simply in love with it can~

although im nt an expert in it.

&&& darling took many videos of mi playin can.

so hilarious. =)

bt so sad,i cant upload de videos in here.hee =)

anyhows

i fell down outside my toilet today.

landed hard on my butt. PAIN~

and is double pain can,cuz i landed on the step then the ground.rahh~~

reason?? cuz the floor cloth too wet,i slipped and fell,dad did nt cum in time to reach for mi.=(

anyways

let the photos do the talking.

outside lecture hall

with darling =) *angry faces*

stupid face

with sweet& lovely darling =)

alvin : liping

Three of us <3

loves <3

scoresheet =)

us <3

the girls =)

The group =)

I trust you a lot.don't doubt mi
i will be hurt =(

I LOVE YOU <3

♥ 10:52 PM

Thursday, October 23, 2008

POOL-ed wif hubby,alvin and felicia today aft sch.

hubby real pro can.
alvin nt bad too~

mi?? sucks~

hahas

anyhows.

some photos of the day.

Checkered girls~

US~

caught eating maggie~

Pro hubby playing.
and i realised guys look so serious when playing.hahas

anyway
i wan watch 'Oh Baby'.my gosh~ the girl so pretty can~

iloveyou<3

♥ 9:10 PM

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

went bugis street wif clique today aft sch.

some things caught my eyes.bt.sigh~

however, I WANT THAT JJLIN'S NEW ALBUM CAN~

mygosh~

anyway
Thanx richard brother~
*horns*

by the tim u see my post,im fast asleep le.
tak gd care of urself whenever u work can?
loves <3

♥ 7:49 PM

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

GOSH~
had my individual presentation today.
all i can say is, sucks~
i trembled, stammered,muttered throughout my presentation can.
trembled cuz of the duper cold aircon,stammered cuz i din prepare myself well when ppl 'sabo' mi~
thanks ah guys~

anyhows,
i hurt a bit of my ankle when walkin to sch today.
mum called askin mi y i stayed at de path for so long as she sees mi walk to sch frm de window everyday.
i told her i hurt my ankle,she even wan to cum down and c my leg.aww~~
bt i told her there's no nid for it. i can stil walk.hahas
somehow, i felt that de time spent wif mummy was lesser than the time i spent in sch.
every single day,she nv fail to make breakfast for mi, prepare my waterbottle and cook delicious homecook meal.
guess im so gonna find more tim to accompany her and listens to her naggin, for i wun tak anythin for granted anymore~

havin blisters on my leg nw
sigh~
and pro mi endured the pain frm sch to tuition centre.

-im sori to wake u up frm ur slp~
& althou its juz a short datin for us juz nw, it is much appreciated.
for every moment is well-spent wif you ard.
iloveyou

♥ 7:43 PM

Monday, October 20, 2008

RICHARD BROTHER~

MY NEW GIRLFRIEND~

♥ 10:09 PM

Sunday, October 19, 2008

HELLOS~

im bloggin using RICHARD WONG's lappy.hahas
havin break nw.hee~

bt somehow,i felt happy whenever i saw hubby's missed call in my hp.
loves <3

anyhows,
was so busy today lar~
WE DID HIT THE TARGET TODAY RICHARD WONG!!!
i saw ur bloggy ler.
with mi ard..hahahas.
of cuz we wil hit $3k plus!!
&&& i serve customers til i so stress sia.
so nxt tim,when i do cashier,dun stand beside mi,wil stress mi out de lehx.

anyway
im gettin back to work le.
adious~

♥ 8:29 PM

Saturday, October 18, 2008

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YEW WEI ( 16/10/08) AND RONGYI ( 17/10/08) !!

went to trim my thick hair wif mummy todae.
*satisfied*
looked neater nw.hahas

&&&mummy brought new side bag and new shoe for mi juz nw.
loves mummy~

anyhows,
workin full tml
sigh~

hope Richard brother is workin too~

i juz cant stop missing you.

♥ 7:54 PM

Friday, October 17, 2008

darn fcuked up can~
so what if u r older than mi.
so what if i hav to respect u?
u cant control everything of mine right.

u can be good at times,can be bad at times too.
bt why cant u juz fulfil ur position as a brother?

peepos always tell mi how much they wish to hav a brother.
i have a brother,however,i dun feel as if i hav a brother.
u did everythin as u wish
u nv ask mi beforehand.
did u ever ask mi what i wan?
no!
im so disappointed.
mum always tel mi u do care abt mi,bt u dun wan to voice out.
how? i cant feel it.

u borrowed things abruptly without askin mi properly.
yet i have to ask u so nicely juz to borrow smth frm u.
sigh~

how much i wish u can treat mi nicer.
~~

anyhows~
time spent wif my hubby everyday is definitely priceless.
he nv fail to send mi home almost everyday from sch which juz makes my day.althou its juz a short 10mins walk back home,dere is always endless of talkin,joking,laughing and even bullying.
bt somehow,
i felt so blessed havin him ard. as thou i need not worry abt anything for he wil be by my side.
for every word u said,for every promises u made,i hope u wil be mine for as long as i live.
loveuloads!! <3

♥ 9:19 PM

Thursday, October 16, 2008

juz when im bored, i came by my old bestie's friendster profile.
and yes, i saw her son.
he was cute,resembled her.

anyway,
she was my pri school best girlfriend
however,we went to different sec school,thus, we lost contact.
&&& she lived juz de opposite block of mine!!

Her mum met my mum on the streets some weeks ago and began talkin abt eac other's daughter.
andand mum broke the news to mi that sooping was pregnant and juz gav birth to a baby boy.
i was surprised lar of cuz.
fyi,we are of the same age.
and i tink her son shld be abt 7mths le bahx.

anyhows,best wishes to her yea.
hahas

adious peepos.
im tired~

waited for u to online,bt yet to see you.
i go slp le yea?
loves u always <3

♥ 11:19 PM

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLENA!!!

celebrated jolena's bdae at amk hub today.
bt before tat,we caught 'Big stan',quite a hilarious show i can say.hahas
10 of us occupied the whole row of couple seats.
and of cuz, alvin:felicia, alvan:mi, qiaoyu:kuen, shihmei:jolena and last bt nt least, Alviss:Christine.
hahas
aft movie,went to collect cake and proof*, appeared in front of jolena,9 of us singing the bdae song to her in front of cathay.cool nehx.
jolena,gt touched nt?hahas
hope u enjoy the cake and of cuz,the present frm us.hahas

anyhows,
hubby spent $35 on the sweet machine again.
trying hard to hit the jackpot and obtain the tigger for mi.
*touched*
and yes,im hugging the tigger rite nw.hahas
fyi,tat tigger was the second last one.
ILOVEYOULOADS!! <33

&&& headed home wif hubby,alvin and felicia,cuz mum helped fel to buy the cough syrup.
gal~ hope u recover aft drinkin tat.k? tak great care!

im coughin non-stop stil
apology to christine,cuz i tink i passed my flu to her.so sorry darling.

one last thing to add before i end my entry.
I WAS CONTINUOUSLY 'SUAN-ED' BY ALVISS AND HUBBY AFT SCH LAR.
FROM THE MRT STATION TO CINEMA AND TO 'CHEERS'.
RAHH~~

anyway,time spent with my clique is definitely priceless.
&&& we gonna be in same class for 3 yrs!! love tat man~
i love my clique!

♥ 9:58 PM

Sunday, October 12, 2008

GOSH~

im stil feelin darn SICK can~
temperature hangin at 37.9degrees.

the feelin is so terrible nw.sigh~
dry cough,sneezin nonstop and wif that stupid fever.
F***

Remember wat you told mi juz nw wor~
love u always.muack <3

♥ 11:18 PM

Saturday, October 11, 2008

i din go for work aft all.
damn the fever (39degrees)!!

apology for any inconvenience to Richard brother and Clarise.

please tak gd care of urself can?

♥ 7:20 PM

SICK~

darn it~

anyhows
work was fine ytd
impt peops came down ytd juz to see our outlet[GM(Angie),jean,edward and vincent]
and somwhow,we gt reprimmanded by GM for placing the ugly trolley and iron stand inside de fitting room.
come on,there is no way the storeroom and store all these can.
bt stil,hav to follow orders,squeeze it in the storeroom.
gt a cut when climbin the stupid yet unstable ladder to put the scarf back.
Thanx Richard brother for helpin mi to hold on the ladder.hahas.

Oh ya.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RICHARD BROTHER!!
older by one yr le wor~
faster find one gal can? *the gal nxt door nt bad wor*

andand,thanx for the vitasoy wor!!
u never fail to make mi smile whenever im down. =) great thanx manx.
gonna miss the times workin wif u when sch reopens.sigh~
*horns*
hahas

okies,gonna rest more before goin to work lata.
applied for half afternoon when i dun even feel lik goin to work in this kind of condition.
cuz nid to finished some stuffs tat Richard brother had told mi.
and to get the keys from clarise.

adious~

Missing you hell loads~

♥ 2:19 PM

Thursday, October 9, 2008

='(

♥ 10:18 PM

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

HAPPY 1ST MTH ANNIVERSARY HUBBY!!

hope u lik de card i made~

anyhows,met hubby and went to workplace to pass them de chocolates i made.hahas
and i gt smth in return too~..siti's homemade cookies.hahas
headed to cine to get the tickets for 'painted skin' and to suki sushi for linner.
overall,painted skin was nt bad actually.
rated 3.95/5 =)

You may hold my hand for a while, but you hold my heart forever. iloveyou <3

♥ 11:49 PM

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ROGER TAN!!!

may all ur wishes cum true!

nearly forgotten abt his birthday.whoops~

my 5yrs of buddy,nlvl ends le wor~ enjoy urself yea?

♥ 10:53 PM

Monday, October 6, 2008

swimmin date with darling~ =)

anyhows
spent 3hrs doin smth~
so tired nw.
bt with a sense of satisfaction. =)

im goin to slp le
adious~

counting down to 2 more days <3

♥ 11:04 PM

Sunday, October 5, 2008

morning shift today wif richard and kat

guess hu came to visit mi??
BIBI and JO!!
so nice of them can?
loves <3

anw,sales was nt bad today yea?
bt nt as good as ytd.sigh~
however..majority of the people roughly know where coldwear is nw located at PS,all thanz to the print advertisement on the escalator!

alrites~
darn tired today cuz i slept at 3am+ and woke up at 8am.
so..clever mi went to storerm to nap durin my break.
and if u ppl are thinkin hw can i sleep in the dirty storerm.
truth is..i can.cuz it's real clean can,with a cardboard and few ******* on the floor,definitely a nice place to nap.

anyhows,i thought of someone when im tryin to nap juz nw.
moments flashed back,as thou it juz happened yesterday.
bt wat past is past,nt gonna think abt it anymore.
and im happy with my life nw.
*hope u are doin well in your studies! goodluck! =) *

Boyfriend came to find mi after work.loves <3
and i never feel hungry when im with him.
cuz he's always sure my stomach is full before doin any things.
and he never fail to make mi laugh lik some crazy woman whenever we are out.
tats y im always happy when im with him. =)
hubby,i love u loads!

counting down to 3 more days <3

♥ 11:37 PM

Friday, October 3, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY!!

I LOVE YOU! MUACK <3

counting down to 4 more days <3

♥ 11:59 PM

beachin with hubby, darling, colin, alviss, felicia and alvin

yea,we played volleyball~

coached by hubby,and im considered nt a bad spiker yea? hahas

at least the other team cant hit the ball back.hahas.

&&& i oso missed a lot of nice and beautiful landing of the ball.sigh~

its ok,practice make PERFECT~

dinner-ed at sakura

and home sweet home.

let the photos do the talkin.=)

Hubby and mi =)

Darling and mi =)

loves <3

burying alvin~
Alvin~

darling and colin =)

alvin,felicia and darling =)

With you around,i felt as thou nth else matters,and i feel safe stickin beside you.The care and concern that u gav mi is indescribable.Moreover, u never fail to make my day with your smile,excluding suanin mi and shootin back at mi.=p
and please take gd care of your health can? dun make mi worry lik hell.
&&& HUBBY, I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS TIL DEATH DO US APART <3

♥ 12:15 AM

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

HAPPY CHILDREN DAY & SELAMAT HARI RAYA

mornin shift wif Liting today
vacuum-ed the floor cuz we din vacuum the previous nite,and i lik cleaniness,so..yea..hahas
and stupid mi accidentally touched the switch-3pin plug(Earth).
and my middle finger kind of purplerish nw lar.
rahh~~

anyway
boyfriend came to find mi after work
loves <3
dinner-ed at KFC.
the chicken sucks can.
so charred lar.hubby complained to the manager
and u noe wat reason he gav?
" because there are long queues and with onli two counters,and they over cook-ed it,if u wan,we can return you the money"
wtf can?
if i diarrhoea tml,im so gonna look for the manager.

well~
beaching tml!!

You may hold my hand for a while,but you hold my heart forever.<3

♥ 11:28 PM

AHH~~

somebody blogged abt mi~~
*happy*

anyhows
Richard wong,im sure u r honoured to be taught by mi rite.
&&& i noe u visit my blog frequently,gonna teach u tml hw to tag on my tagboard everytim u visit.
hahas.

well~
met two interns today
both are so quiet can~
bt stil,enjoyed workin with them.hahas

counting down to 7 more days.
I LOVE YOU~

♥ 12:02 AM