To love, and to be loved

Sunday, June 28, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOY!!

anw, shopped with mummy for joy's present ytd
brought her a bag.

and somehow, mummy saw a bag that she likes.

preparing to go out~

today, went out wif smelly greeny greedy burny in the evening to get the bag that mummy likes.
den walked around before settling down for dinner at KFC, cuz someone has a craving for that.
and that boy kept stuffing mi with food, no doubt, im getting fatter,rahh~

one guy who never fails to make sure i have my meals, who make sure i have enuff sleep, making sure i dun overstress myself, someone who works hard to get what i want, who surprise mi out of the blue, bring smile to my face, disturb mi, allow mi to kick his butt, do things that i want him to do(im demanding), who is willing to spend on mi, who dun care what others look him up as, who is..more to say.

tel mi, i have sucha great boyfriend.
so girls out there, sorry, he's taken.
he is J's BOYFRIEND!!

♥ 11:42 PM

Friday, June 26, 2009

The boy accompanied mi for my dental appointment, lucky, just a usual retainer check-up.
regarding the extraction of my wisdom tooth lehx.....hmm...stil long.hahas.

some photos taken when we walked aroung orchard area.

he wun pose for nice photo~

mi~

anw, i just hate H1N1
and i just freakingly hate sch for extending the break.
mygosh~
everything is so rush rush and rush.
everything have to be done by self-learn.

wtf is that??

i rather go sch early in the morning to attend lesson then to receive numerous emails regarding homebased learning.

anw, someone had sucha wonderful nap on my bed.
sleeping so soundly like a baby that he does not know what i did.
wahahas.

the boy is working tml~

♥ 8:50 PM

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

seems lik im so free to actually blog everyday yea?

but all are short posts.

the dried flowers, but i stil love it =)

anw, burny, stil rmb this shirt?
im wearing it right now.
the weather is so cooling and i gt the urge to wear big big shirt.
and tadaa~ i found ur shirt~
heehs.

burny seems to enjoy working there.
so good~
wonder what are you doing now.
misses

J hates staying at home.
only J knows the reason.=(
and J did not have her dinner.

♥ 8:43 PM

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

a day to end with, i love you burny.=)

♥ 8:48 PM

Monday, June 22, 2009

is waiting, waiting and waiting~

well,
on second thoughts, J might go for the operator job after her exams
or she might call up her agent to require for any job available, and which she is helpin J to look now. =)

J misses her boy.

♥ 6:52 PM

Sunday, June 21, 2009

First of all,

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL FATHERS!

ok
let's just say liping is stupid.

she just gave up an operator job in hitachi!!!
a good paying job..
sigh..
ain't she stupid?

anw,
wasnt really happy today
but nevertheless, i went out after studyin..while on the train, i decided, to find mum instead.
so headed to where she is.

and what can i say, mum is always the best!
she bought mi 2 tank tops.
i love you mummy.

*fast forward*

went over to ah po house to eat.

somehow, my heart just ache whenever i see her.
she become as skinny as to bone and skin.=(
aunt asked mi, how i communicate with her when i was young, as young as 6-8 years.
i remember vividly, i used to sit beside her, us watchin series of tv programmes together

dad praised mi, that i am smarter than my bro when talkin to ah po.
ps, hainan dialect is hard to say.
but somehow, i understood what she says, whereas i can speak little only.sigh.

but she make mi happy just now.
know why?
dad and aunt is trying to feed her, she doesnt want to open her mouth.
dad asked mi to come in.

and guess wad i did?
i told ah po
"ah po, AHHHHH" (* with my mouth opening)

den she laughed and opened her mouth.
ain't she cute? hahas

gonna visit her whenver im free.i promise.

no call from you for the whole day.=(
and i wondered, when is the day, we can go out for the whole day, just the both of us.
thinking............
i miss you so, if u know.

Labels: LIPING IS LEARNING TO BE INDEPENDENT

♥ 8:54 PM

Saturday, June 20, 2009

my hard earned money of $50 for working 5 hours~

what's de job???

hold ur laughter.....

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is to count worksheets~

you tink its easy..

take a look at the pile of worksheets i had to count. or should i say the column of worksheets.

each columns, 21 rows.

max worksheets, 54 sets of 10 papers.

and here's the record~(*click for a clearer image*)

this picture is kinda blur, and guess why am i eating the lollipop.

because, ah jo jie called mum to ask whether we finished counting,
mum complained to her that the worksheet is filled up to the brim of the row, thus mi having difficulty taking it out, both thumb and finger are aching now.

she even told her that i was grumbling while counting de worksheets. Ah jo jie laughed, and told mum to go office cupboard to take one lollipop to give mi.funny eh..

and tada..i gt lollipop, mum says im treated lik a 3-year old kido.

alrights

anw, guees wad

call mi sinful or whatsoever you guys want, but a cockroach is a MUST kill friddgy insect.

and so sorry weiqiang, i killed your bro (xiaoqiang) last night.

but how exactly xiaoqiang managed to fly in my room??

i was staring blankly at the ceiling, den..this fridggy xiaoqiang, no, should be daqiang, flew past and stick to the wall..

that really freaks mi out.

i rushed out of my room, bro stil asleep, took my shieldtox with my broom, as if im going to kill smth big.

started spraying at daqiang til he dropped on the floor, within seconds, he was unconscious and was 'si jiao zhao tian', i continued spraying at him.. seeing only his legs moving, i took my broom and 'PLAK PLAK PLAK', till he cant move..

FINALLY, he surrended and DIED instantly~ wahahas..

took the newspaper and wrapped him up, with my broom stil continuing hitting him.

and off he goes to the dustbin..

yes, im evil, so????

and here's a photo of how big daqiang is...

about 4 cm. no lies.

tml is father's day, but somehow, im stayin at home to study, will be celebrating at night.

the boy is working tml.....sigh...
take great care when you work yea?
i miss you so....

Labels: i miss you

♥ 8:26 PM

Friday, June 19, 2009

Thanks lots boy for the help of my blog skin...=)

not in the mood to blog much.sorry.

♥ 8:34 PM

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Updates on my boy's birthday.

met up with christine darling and lawrence to actually hide his present in the 'forest'.

*clique went to popeye, when he searched for his present*

and i bluffed him that his present is at ' yuan zai tian bian, jing zai yan qian', when actually the present is hidden behind mi,wahahas.

anw, he found it, so yea, his favourite greeny Song MP3.

lunched and suntec~

*for smth interesting is going on* heehs

while waitin for lawrence, camwhored~

The clique, exceptional of jojo

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Foot Reflexology for boy!!!!!

see him lying there helplessly~

Covering his face, not wanting to show it.

*boo~whahahs

pretty ladies~

anw, lawrence came and off we went to clarke quay to chill~

sang his bdae song, do his famous macho act and make a wish and candle blown~

Not a veri nice cake made by mi~

Taking his cake's photo~

happy couple~

aft which, proceed to his house, waited for his parents and brother-in-law to come back before celebrating his bdae again~

they brought him bdae pizza~, and his dad opened a bottle of wine~ hahas.

*p.s, someone has the world's largest mouth record* whahahs

see~ i din bluff u bahx~

anw, one photo i took while waitin for my stupid boy to finished his first day of work, waited almost 2 hours~

tadaa~

♥ 8:36 PM

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY BOY!!!

All the best in whatever you do, be it studies or work. Put in your 100% effort and u wil reap what u sow. Study smart and i noe, you will do very well.

anw, look forward to later yea?

I LOVE YOU BURNY!!!

♥ 12:00 AM

Saturday, June 13, 2009

day out wif burny was great.

anyhows

i dun care how people see mi, neither do i care whether you people see mi as one.

i am who i am.

even if the whole world dun recognize mi, i always noe, my family will always be there for mi, burny too.

im satisfied =)

♥ 12:06 AM

Thursday, June 11, 2009

bear with mi yea, its a long post.hahas

school has been great, finished Jap oral on monday, i screwed the last sentence, omgosh.
but forget it, its over.

anw, PYY aka 'music'
you may not know mi, but i know you well bitch.
somehow, what i can say is, your actions are pretty obvious.
even my girl says so.
getting near to him, trying to talk to him, giving him notes to copy, treating his gf as thou she is invisible and etc..
please,get this clear in your fucking head that he has a GirlF, its not as if he is single, so u can do those.its not as if u can control him or wadsoever.its not as if u can be his GirlF,for i know no matter how hard you tried, he pay no attention to you.
he not wish to do so either.
who are you to him?
anyhows, i dun care who the fucking hell are you to come into my life and corrupt it.

dun mess with people you do not know.

and think about the position you are in now, what i know is, you are a loner, a pathetic loner.
a loner who goes around other people's class to act as if you know them well.
a loner who dun even feel ashamed when you are talking to a bunch of people you do not know.
a loner who thinks she can mix well with others.

i look upon you that you put in such great efforts to do those.

but before you do that, think before you act, dun be such a clumsy fool acting around as if you know everything. go around following people. or should i recommend you a job, a detective job. suits u eh..

anw, i know this post wil leads to many comments, even comments from burny, but i dun care.
im not a person you can mess with, i warn you.
and i know, he is not de type for you, because, he loves his GirlF much more than anything else, other than his bball. Go around asking people, how much he loves his GirlF, to the extend that he can do what. you wouldnt want to know.

so give up the thought yea?

and i wil just close one eye, thinking that is just a dirt suck at my eyes there, waiting for my eye lashes to actually blink it off yea.

and seriously, i dunid any comments for this post.thank you for you understanding =)

♥ 9:49 PM

Monday, June 8, 2009

HAPPY 9TH MONTHSARY BURNY

burny brought this for mi =)
loves <3

A nice story to share with you all =)

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again. In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage. This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request. I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions... She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily. Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head. Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore. She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart. That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. I know how her heart could not bear to hear my last words now. I still carried her, my last one...this time with my wreatched heart.

♥ 10:33 PM

Saturday, June 6, 2009

sigh..

early in the morning and im missing someone so much..

lazy burny stil sleeping~

♥ 9:34 AM

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

sometimes u really need a good partner to be by your side, console you, be right there at the very moment to hold you tight, to tel you no matter how bad things are, he will always be there.
No matter how bad your attitude or temper is, he will not hold it against you, rather, talk sense into you, never to be harsh in his words, sweet and sincere in making you happy, tried hard to fulfill promises and last but not least, all attention on you.

thanks my happy pill "BURNY"

愛していますBURNY !!!

♥ 9:14 PM