Life is really unpredictable.in just a moment, you leave us. so many things left untold, so many things not done yet. you left us after struggling so much, all the pain, the suffering.
those times when i watched TV programmes with you, those times when i dun understand wad you says when i was young, those times when i felt, you dote bro more than mi, those times that you cooked nice dishes for mi...

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the moment when u were being pushed inside, i forced my tears back, but i just cant do it, i know, you were no longer with us, i miss you, i miss watching shows with you for long hours.i miss everything.
you will always be in my heart, its not the time for mi to get over it now, i nid time, to get used to the life of not seeing you.

i wil get over it soon, because i know, im strong. because i know, you nid not suffer anymore.

i love you, ah po.

its obvious you guardian angels dun do ur job, neither am i going to believe in you anymore.




thanks Mr.Burny for being there =)