**toothache**
her wisdom tooth hurts just so much that she wants the world to give in just for her.
she has crave for everything, but yet, she cant savor all.
she wants to laugh with all her might, but she cant.
the pain is just tormenting, nobody will fucking know, how much it hurts.
how much she wish, she could just have the operation and take it off.


**Missing**
it has been 10 days, since ah po left mi.
i miss her terribly, the visual of her being push in the furnace.tears just roll down my cheeks.
brother moving over to aunt's house.
till the day comes,im all alone.
the room will once become empty, for im dumping both the study table and cupboard.
sigh..till the day comes....


**Boyfriend**
time passed without mi knowing it.
our anniversary reaching soon.
i won't ask for more, but just to have an enjoyable day.
to be happy, is all i want.
and great thanks, for being there whenever im down.
ILY mr.burny.

♥ 8:21 PM

J is so going to look for a job right after her exams.
she needs money.

♥ 4:13 PM

hmm..

slept over at aunt's house last nite, since it is ah po's 7th day.
prepared all the necessary stuff for her, food she loved to eat, the position of the chair where she watch her TV programmes.
at 11.30pm, we went to slp, shared the bed with aunt.
and miraculously, i din slp at all, but when i was just about to close my eyes for a rest, yes, i did heard some noises, short noises, it did not last long.the noise came from the moving of chair.
i duno if i'm imagining nonsense stuff.

i managed to rest for an hour plus.
woke up, dad said, she did came home last nite.
because, dad placed her chopsticks close tgt on the table.but in the morning, the chopsticks was parallel on the table, with little space in between.
i duno if she really came back, and if she did, im happy.

morning, 2nd cousin-in-law drove us to the temple for praying.
some thing happen, but dun feel lik saying it here.*weird*

went back, studied tax.tedious.
den proceed to revise on law.i love law.

and im here blogging.


in the meanwhile, i read all my previous posts, and Mr.Burny's posts.
guess im bored til that extend.
and i love all the previous posts, it give sweet moments when you think of it.and you find yourself smiling without knowing it.


anyhows, dad wanted bro to stay at aunt's house, to accompany her.which means, i dun have someone to bicker with, i dun have someone cooking for mi, i dun have someone to help mi with my IT stuff, i dun have someone to accompany with when i slp..and etc...
let's just hope, he won't move there.=)



im missing you, are you missing mi too?

♥ 6:38 PM

i like the Item 10 : Valentino tuxedo ($26)

anyone getting it for mi??

http://modiva.livejournal.com/12057.html#cutid1

♥ 4:29 PM

♥ 4:34 PM

guardian angels out there, hear my voice, pray hard, she will be fine, i love her alot.

♥ 9:21 PM

sorry for the late post

anw

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO CHRISTINE DARLING!!

old liao wor.must mature abit.hehs

14 July 2009

before going to bugis to celebrate for her bdae, i was due for proj meeting, while the rest( Mr.Burny, alviss, jo, mei, qiaoyu, fel and kuen) went to play a 'treasure hunt' game with her.

i missed the first part, but managed to make it for the interesting part when she look for her present.

in actual fact, the present is in Mr.Burny 's bag.

yea, then off we went for bugis

while in the train, camwhored~




yea, Mr.Burny here do not take a decent photo whenever u ask to take photo~


some of us~

ooh, and one thing to mention, all of us were in black code of dress, except darling.....




her birthday cake, which we celebrated in one of the resturant, which i forgotten the name.

BEFORE

AFTER



and because its darling's bdae, we were given a free super duper large mik tea, on the house.

and guess wad, meimei drank all!!! as she is thirsty.hahs



nahx, each of us drank a cup, the rest, we played number guessing and whoever lose, a additional scope of drink.
then meimei lost for the last round, so she is needed to finsihed up.




the peoples

notice the different tat she is in red, while all others are in black?


anw, off track abit

a mother cat gave birth to a small little kitten on 13 July 2009
it was about a palm size.

and the next few days, they were always at the void deck.

and pay attention, the black spots of the kitten were exactly the same as its mother.

cute isnt it?

its sleeping in the box provided by some kind soul.


i dun expect much from that outlet anymore.
and i am beginning to dislike it.i duno why
just wana say, im back to looking for F&B job
i guess, that suits mi more.
retail outlet is out for mi.
will be looking for one when i finished my exams.

adious.

learn to reject .

♥ 12:02 PM

first of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR.BURNY'S SIS, JOYCE!!!

had a great day
lotas of laughter when eating and going home.

felt great.

exams are drawing near, never fail to study everyday, practically everyday.
but somehow, studying is fun too.ha

so ppl, gambatte!!

adious

♥ 10:57 PM

Loves

♥ 2:53 PM

HAPPY 10TH =)


You may not be perfect yet, but i love you still
You are hot-tempered, but i love you still
You never fail to disturb mi, but i love you still
You are always late, making mi wait for you, but i love you still
You are forgetful, but i love you still
You shouted at mi, but i love you still

cuz for all i know, you are my boyfriend, Mr. Burny =)


anw, some random photos


Taken by darling, my trademark pose =)


and and and...anyone miss hammy?

yea, he is naughty, duper naughty, but clever, cuz for the toilet roll, he played/chew til it left to pieces for him to build his cozy place. =)

he is cute and clever, isn't he?

anw, gonna bath him this sat.=)

♥ 8:41 PM

J has not been feeling great all this while.

she has no worries for her studies, her projects and etc.
but somehow, one prob that she has, she wouldnt mind telling you this, J has been losing much of her hair recently.
it is smth, that she felt really sad about it.
everyday after bathing, or just wake up or just by doing anything, her hair will eventually fall even she din touch her hair, neither did she play with it.

she thinking, what is happening to her, why is she losing hair, what if one day, she becomes bald, when no one would want her...

sigh.she has no answer for it.

♥ 8:55 PM

Finally blogger allows mi to upload photos

some overdue photos from the day we do biz finance proj





studious eh.


see how the paper had becomes when we were bored.



ya, mi before goin out.

4july2009
nth much for the day except editing 2 reports, creating documents and studying.


She misses her boy.

♥ 11:14 PM

stupid blogger could not upload photos.

forget it.

nth happen much recently, watched 'Transformers' with the boy ytd.
worth the watch. Optimus Prime, one robot who is worth the respect of many.
Bumble Bee, loyal to his owner.
and yea, i like these 2 only in the show.

homed since the boy is working the next day.=)

anw, yea, i went back to kumon to help out.
because i need...

and damn it, sch just deducted sch fees from my account!!
screw it

the boy is working tml oso
miss ya.when can we have a whole day, just for us?
even without spending a single cent.
looking forward.=)

♥ 11:15 PM