To love, and to be loved

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

2008 is coming to an end, what have you done for this year? reflections~

resolutions for my 2009 will be posted on 010109.

You Are The Reason I look Forward To Waking Up In The Morning. I Love You

♥ 12:03 AM

Monday, December 29, 2008

When I am with you, I wish I could stop time so I could spend forever with you and never have to leave your company.
loves <3

♥ 11:54 PM

Sunday, December 28, 2008

study study and study~

but i love it.

anyhows,

packed my study table today.

guess wad i found?? 4 diaries!!

began reading them, and realised i've grown up.
im no longer the child who used to write silly stuffs, disputes among classmates and etc.
and tell you, its really enjoyable reading past diaries.
it reminded you of wad you have done, how much u have grow, wad u had lost, and wad you gain in the end, its so much of a learning journey.

im still writing diary now.
For i wan keep all my precious moments in this lovely diary.

My love, you shld remember this diary rite?

anyhows,
shopped wif mummy at amk hub after dinner, dad and bro went home as they are not interested in shopping.

brought a top, nice nice~

and since G2000 was having sales, mummy decided to get formal outfit for mi~

i love mummy, you are the best. <3

i miss my boy, althou its just a day. =(

♥ 11:01 PM

Saturday, December 27, 2008

just finished chatting with my love.

tears at the brim of my eyes.

but somehow, we gt it settled out.

for i noe, im the onli one he loves so much.

but why?

it all lies in mi.

yes,im selfish, which gf wouldnt be selfish when it seems that SOME OTHER ppl loves getting attention? love is selfish too.

why? for only one simple reason, HE IS MY BOYFRIEND!!!

you guys may not agree with mi, but i dun care.

THIS IS MY BLOG, MY SAY, MY WORDS, MY OPINIONS!!!

FUCK OFF if u dun lik it.

HE IS ATTACHED!! HE IS MINE!! THATS IT!! GOT IT??

brother was unhappy, i duno whats the reason, but hearing from his conversation with another girl, somehow i can figure out wad is happening.

and he is smoking non-stop now.
kinda worry for him,yet i cant do anythin =(

♥ 11:06 PM

HELLOS~

dun feel lik blogging actually
but LEEGEK was at my blog, tot that i reply her tag,bt i din, but now i did.
sounds confusing huh.
anw, feel so bad that i gt no time to date her out.
but but..there are stil a lot of chances yea??
miss ya~

When I think of you I get this feeling that I want to see you. I miss you

♥ 12:21 AM

Thursday, December 25, 2008

guess who i saw when i got myself soak-ed wif snow-soap??
as in man-made snow lars~

I SAW MY MOST RESPECTED AND FAVOURITE SECONDARY SCH POA TEACHER, MRS IRENE TAN!!

yea, she brought her son and daughter out to celebrate christmas.
and she nv fail to shoot mi back when i say her. That is the part that i like, cuz i dun feel as if she is a tchr to mi, rather, more a close friend of mine =)
hahas.

When i told you i liked you..i meant it. When i told you to kiss me..you did. When i wanted to be yours..i became that. When i say i love you..i mean it

♥ 11:51 PM

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

My Love brought this 24-inch tigger for mi!!
much loved~ <3

gonna hug it to sleep tonight~

anw, my love was so engrossed playing his psp that i decided to take photos of him.

The nicest photo i took after many attempts.

my handsome boy, too bad he's taken, by ME!

anyhows, hope you lik the christmas present i brought for you.

i noe i have been unreasonable, sensitive over certain things, think a lot and etc these few days.

but all that imply that i care a lot for you.

yes i noe im rude in my msn nick, but i cant help it.

you may not agree with mi over certain things, but im a girl, i noe things about girls that you dun know.
so when i say im unhappy, upset or jealous or hurt, im really am.

and when i say i hate, i mean it. i will just ignore.

so my love, i trusted you and i always trust you. you are one guy whom every girl wished for.

so im gonna be strong in my stand. for no one can snatch you away from mi. i mean it.=)

loves<3

anyhows,

saw wilson at LJS!!

actually, everytim he saw mi first, msg-ed mi before i go find him. =)
with his short hair (due to NS) now, i couldn't even recognise him. no worries, stil gd looking.hahas.
even my love agrees he looks lik wilbur pan.
and he praised my love!!

last but not least, ppl, enjoy ur xmas tml. =)

♥ 10:01 PM

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

I JUST HATE IT.

FCUK

on a lighter mood, i decided to take a walk in de park that is near my hse.

and this cute little thingy just ran over in front of mi.

wanna noe what izzit??

a squrriel~

if you cant see it, you must be blind, go have a check.
im being sarcastic here.
but neverthless, you should c very clearly that is at the tree.

i trusted you, and i always trust you, but i dun trust others(her).
yes, im sensitive, yes, i think a lot but thats mi. nothing can stop mi from doin those.=)
but i stil love you thou <3

♥ 7:18 PM

Monday, December 22, 2008

Show of the day

" EIGHT BELOW"

omgosh~ awesome show/movie.

2 thumbs up =)

i watched it just now even though i watched before.

anyway, people who noe mi will know that i have a fancy over siberian husky

why? because they are so cute loving and i love big dogs!

ain't he cute? aww~~

He is smart, as in big and bold~

Last but not least, my baobei!!!!!

He is black, he is fierce~

BUT I LOVE HIM <3

And also, not forgetting my love.

Thoughts of you... Make my day... I Love You

♥ 10:22 PM

Sunday, December 21, 2008

a simple call from my love made my day.

and that is why i love you so much <3

♥ 10:00 PM

Saturday, December 20, 2008

i shouldnt have asked those questions

making myself feel so...

sigh~

you belong to mi,mi, mi mine, mine and onli mine.

♥ 11:20 PM

Friday, December 19, 2008

Went out wif my beloved bff.

but first, headed to my love's house for my hair has to be cut by his sis.
thanks lots.
i love the curly hair~
although its just temporary.=)

anyhows, my love lobang mi in his bike to meet bff(joy)

thanks lots my love.

but my arse hurts~

hahas

intended to give my love a surprise when he was working.

but seemed to mi that he wasnt surprise at all.

and i duno whether are you being reprimmanded by ur manager.

nevertheless, passed the chocolates to his fren, asking him to pass it to him since i have to go off le.

den bff and i decided to cam-whore outside e-hub

some malay guys provoked us.

damn ass lar~

anyhows,yet to hav my dinner.

dun hav the appetite =(

My world is lonely when you are not with me... Thinking of you!

♥ 10:05 PM

Thursday, December 18, 2008

day spent was study, study and study.
bt i like it~
call mi insane, who will lik studying. everyone looking forward to party-ing and etc.onli a bookworm will stay at hm and study.

plus dere was nth for mi to do except studying ah.
so yea~

this post is so random.

anyhows
came by someone's profile and accidentally saw things that i dunwan to see.
but nevertheless, its alright yea.
for i tink i wun be going dere anymore ler.

Just wanted to let you know... You're in my thoughts... all the time

♥ 11:42 PM

just wanna say

really appreciated all those you had done for mi.

i noe u wouldnt wan mi to thanks you.

but wad u had done for mi, i wun take it for granted.

&&& you belong to mi and onli mi.

yes, i noe im selfish~

but tats mi~

i detest it when girls kept looking at you when im around or just beside you.

but i noe no matter wad, u will comfort mi by saying u dun care at all.=)

i've gained a lot of things when im with you.

the love i crave for, de care and concern and never ending sweetness.

i noe i sound mushy here, bt tats all i wan you to noe =)

my love <3

♥ 1:09 AM

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

seoul garden-ed with my love, Laila, Huiting, Alvin, Alviss, Kevin and Lowell =)

somehow, smth happened outside seoul garden

yes, I FELL DOWN ON MY BUTT, SPRAINED MY ANKLE~

reason?? CUZ I TRIED TO KICK KEVIN'S ARSE~ AND I MISSED~

the 'breeks' staffs were kind enuff to giv mi a pack of ice =)

Frends were nervous and panic, asking whether am i alright.

no worries yea? im alright =)

so..moral of the story: I WILL NOT KICK KEVIN'S ARSE ANYMORE, FOR I WILL SUFFER!

anyhows, great thanks to u all.wasted alot of ur time.so sorry =( but enjoyed myself during the dinner =)

and oso, great thanks to my love for helping mi to rub my ankle.much appreciated <3
no matter wad happen, u are always dere for mi.Thanks =)
and thanks for the present today. feel so bad as i did not prepare any.so sorry.
but great day spent with you.loves <3
and im so looking forward to spending christmas with you <3

I love you more now than when you began to read this sentence.

mum applied the med for mi

i wrapped it myself~

Gift from my love <3

With this cute bottle and a small note inside.aww~

♥ 11:39 PM

Monday, December 15, 2008

damn fcuked up now.

dun ask mi why

anyway, my love , i dunwan ask whether ppl are going for de sentosa trip alr not.

since they are so indecisive

if they wan go, just go, dunwan den just forget it.

even if left de two of us going, so be it.

time for de meet up will be at Harbour front 11am.

lunched den proceed to sentosa.

if you guys dunwan to have lunch, den meet up at 12pm.

ignore this post if u are not going.

had to post this even im sick

fcuk it.

i mean no offence, bt i just hate it. fcuk.

♥ 9:23 PM

Sunday, December 14, 2008

im feeling damn unwell now.
shivering although i had my long sleeve shirt and long pants on.

head spinning as though im going to fall anytime.

DAMN IT~

how i wish my love is with mi now. =(

♥ 10:06 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINGWEI =)
may all your wishes come true

bathed my hammy today~
cuz dey are so smelly..

if you can notice, both their fur are different. looks cleaner and more fluffy

BEFORE

After

You hold a special place in my heart... I Love You

♥ 4:13 PM

Saturday, December 13, 2008

caught 'beverly hills chihuahua' with boyfriend just now.

nice movie i say.

walked ard town area den off to meet mummy.

time spent with you is worthwhile, be it a few minutes or a few hours, its all well-spent.

thanks for your accompany my love.muack

anyhows

last day of sch ended well.

2nd batch of classmates had their presentation.

When alvin gets too stressed, he decided to.......

my love trying to be funny by coming into de picture =)

Disturbing him when he is preparing for his stuffs =)

This is when i gets too bored~

my trademark sign.*twist*

AWWW~

my darling~

I was so afraid to give you my heart to you but now here you are reserved in a special place in it.

♥ 9:54 PM

Friday, December 12, 2008

This is the guy i love so much.He had his presentation today. handsome~ in fact i was video-ing his whole presentation for he video-ed mine.

anyhow

we had a little conversation after school ended.

we sat by the playground, talk our hearts out

tears filled both our eyes

but all ends well.

for i love my boyfriend lik nobody's business.

loves <3

It takes a second to say I love you, but a lifetime to show it.

♥ 10:07 PM

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Some overdue photos =)

i love these two pics, look so natural

in comp lab

You're the one who holds the key to my heart. I Love You

♥ 10:25 PM

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

You are all that i could ever ask for... Love You very much

♥ 11:14 PM

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

presentation of anorexia nervosa by mi today was not bad, great improvement from ICA1.

anyway, fyi, i scored B for ICA1 efforal comm.

was de 6th or 7th to present,kinda nervous and i never felt like this before.
encouragement given by my love overcome my nervousness.
much appreciated <3

anyhow
PEM Helen Tan came in, held 2 certs on her hands.
told us about the director's list.
"NYP has instituted a new award program called the "Director's List" from 2008 Sem 1. The list is to recognize the top 15% students in each cohort."

first name to be called out is qiaoyu~ grats gal =)
den clique started to say nxt one is mi.impossible?

however, yea, i was being called out.received the cert.=)

guys and girls, so long as we put effort in our studies, we will get what we want.
jy for tis sem!

den proceeded with our presentation.

clique said i avoid my 'wei yin' alot.sounds better than ICA1 =)
my love praised i did well.=)

celebrated with my love our 3rd mth anniversary ytd (081208)

caught 'four Christmases'

nice~ hilarious~

lunched-cum-dinner at japanese village.

cuz i hav a craving for curry.

shop-ped and headed to marina square to get his shades.

no matter how long the road is, no matter how much time we have, i have always want to walk with you hand in hand, tasting the sweet memories along the way.

You are always in my mind, I see you in my eyes, Want to tell you, my heart belongs to you. Love You

♥ 8:40 PM

Saturday, December 6, 2008

steamboat ytd was err..fun?

anyhows,

6 of us( my love, darling, lawrence, kuen, alviss and mi) seated at one table.

all i can say is, my love and alviss gonna cost de restaurant a bomb.

cuz they kept asking for beef while my another clique at another table, kept asking for seafood.hahas.

from what i know, ytd is supposingly to be a 2-year anni, bt somehow, my relationship with him did not last that long.so yea~

however, i met this guy i love so dearly and dun wish to giv up on.

someone who is always by my side, taking care of mi, shooting mi, calling mi pig and etc, letting mi kick his arse and so on and so for. loves <3

I may not be the one perfect girl in your life, But i will never be out of your life. It means 'Forever'.

♥ 7:25 PM

Thursday, December 4, 2008

smth to comment on

my love and i went to 'cheers' to buy some snacks when we came across this particular girl.

she was somehow attractive in front.

however, given our height we saw smth so obsence.

the girl, stupidity wore a bra tat doesnt suit her boobs.

which means, small boobs with big bra(without padding)

and we realised, we can even see smth more gross~

we saw her whole breast including de n*****.

darmn gross lar~

freaking disgusting lar

wth~

there is a phrase saying, don't wear a big hat when you dont have a big head.

so, a phrase just for her, dont wear such a big bra when you dont have such big boobs.

&&& i gav my love a smack on his face.=)

so sorry my love.cant help it cuz you saw that too.hahs

its intolerable.

steamboat with classmates tml.=)

I loved you once, I love you still, I always have, I always will...

thanks my love for everythin you had done for mi.<3

4 more days.

♥ 9:05 PM

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

i will be there for you whenever you need mi.

♥ 9:38 PM