a hectic wk for mi ya
trainings,trainings and more trainings.
bt i love it man.
hahas
althou i love trainings,both sea and land,
probs do exist.
sometimes i wonder whether m i in the team.
sometimes i wonder why m i so tall?
sometimes i wonder why m i so quiet
sometimes i wonder why i have selective hearing
sometimes.....
it juz goes on and on.
a team should be bonded
bt i felt that somehow im isolated from them
pardon mi for sayin these
u gals can dun agree wif mi
bt thats hw i felt.
its ok if u all gossip
its ok if u all alaf
i dun mind.
bt cant all these be shared?
its ok if u tel mi its a secret.
i wil juz shut de fcuk off and stop pestering
its ok if partner is damn pissed off wif the direction
bt do partner hav to say it out?
im pissed off too!
i've bn finding what's our fault
bt wat i had said seemed to fell on deaf ears.
so what's de point if i talk?
nothings seems right
so i might as well keep quiet!
u all may say im a quiet person,not fun to be wif,xl or gl.
im being forced to be!
in fact,im suffering secretly inside
do anyone noe?
NONE!!
i hate walkin at the back
i hate being de tallest
i hate being left alone
i hate ignorance
i hate everything!!
im so tired~