hey hey.im back again.bt nt in a veri gd mood lar.

work 1pm todae.cant even eat lar.ah john stil say wan eat fried fish?he cook for mi.i den dunwan lar.lata ppl say he biased or wat.and and..im so hungry.haix.

wasnt able to change locker lar,patrick san say i tak de locker key frm dem,put things,off work,return de keys.im lik..wth~ tat locker is mine lehx.mind u!!
y cant u ask tat freakin guy change locker? worst cum to worst i speak up lar.shoo him off. I HATE DE MANAGEMENT!!!so pissed off.rahh!!!!!

alrite,if nt for de pay i long ago jiu quit ler,find another f&b hotel or restaurant.n im de most senior of all lehx.respect mi can?so wat if u all wear blue shirt while i wear brown shirt?wats de diff? I DEMAND MY LOCKER BACK!!!

oh well..gals[audrey,fiona,rongyi n peggie],i wana noe if all of u r goin for alan's buffet on dec3.he told mi he gt de food,c whether we goin ma?pls reply mi thru msg.thanx.den i confirm wif him.to let u gals noe,i 6pm den off work tat day.so i wil go aft 6pm.anyone joinin mi?

♥ 7:11 PM

rahh!!! feel lik shoutin out loud lar.rahh!!!
random thots recently.i duno shld b happy receivin de money or shld i b sad over it,prob is i dunwan go on stage to receive de cheque,n mum insist i go.wth~
cant i go de nxt day to tak?its de same aft all.

n i noe whether im workin or not,u gals wun cum find mi de.so i noe dere wun b any surprises or wat.n tats it.its a full stop,so dere is no continue to it.to let u gals noe,i wun b free til aft nxt wk.schedule is planned n i cant change it.

nxt is im damn happy tat de newbie gt scolded by alice san n simon.i dun even dare say de customer is guai lan,n he even said it in de kitchen! of cuz he gt a reply of wat simon had said: "customer guai lan u dun work lar,go hm,rmb tat u r juz a serviceman.".i was smilin secretly beside ken bro.n stupid him go pour de shoyu sauce into de cold tofo,makin it even saltier,again gt scolded by alice san.n i lost count of hw many times he gt scolded by her ler.hahax.

another prob is i had to share de same locker wif him!!! hw can a gal(lik mi) share de locker wif tis freakin guy?? wat if my belongins went missin?wat if he search my bag? i juz hate hw de management plan tis lar.don't dey noe tat locker is mine?don't dey noe tat a gal cant share de fcukin locker wif a guy? i hate tis!!! i noe locker can b shared,bt nt a gal wif a guy ma.auntie oso agree wif mi.rahh!!! such an unfair world.

things r nt goin smoothly for mi.althou some of de kitchen staff noe tat i dun lik de newbie,n even giv mi a stupid suggestion askin mi to share locker wif him.its stil lik sharin locker wif a guy ma?wats de diff?rahh!!!feel lik killin someone.

in addition,dere is stil smth tat make mi feel afraid in de restaurant,bt i dun wish to voice out.i guess voice out ler oso no use.might as well keep quiet.feel lik breakin down sooner or lata.n he is busy wif his work,dun wish to disturb him.

my life nw is juz to work n study,n yet so many probs arose.y is it onli mi?its lik so freakin hell lar.feel lik jumpin down frm a high buildin n end my life.n tat wil surely attract attention.

♥ 6:17 PM

yoyo.im back.some happenings to share wif u dudes.first,some singtel ppl came to my hse to set up de mio tv or modemn for free as my hm was selected by singtel especially to hav tis previlege.hahax.secondly,i received a letter,the edusave merit bursary,which is..a bursary given out by de government to students,sayin tat i m eligible to apply for the edusave merit bursary as i m in de top 25% in terms of academic performance.so well...i apply for it.hahax.since im eligible,y not?its a good thing thou.hahax.thirdly,for frenz hu wan to date mi out,i wun b free on certain days as im workin til nite,so..i wil let u guys noe my schedule by wed.hahax.

♥ 7:45 PM

yoyoyo.shall cut short my post due to some techincal problems.alrite,went to send grandma off as she is goin taiwan.so gd of her lar.envious^^ hahax.walk walk ard airport den head off to serangoon wif family n aunt to buy my hammy.aunt brought mi 2 hammy as promised,both r male n breed is of winter white.stayin in a conda nw,wif a ball for dem to exercise as well as i cld let dem run on floor without worries.hahax.tunnels for dem to climb.n yes,all these r free,all thanx to aunt's fren,hu is a pet lover,kept de cage so well as if it's a new one lar.hahax.

in addition,i wun b free til nite as im coverin de mornin shift of my work cuz all de poly students cld onli work at nite.so no choice.hahax.managed to make frenx wif those new faces ytd.some r friendly,some r rather quiet n some r of weird attitude.well~ that's their personality.hahax.oh ya,i nida go tuition centre at nite too,im bein wanted dere by mrs leong.hahax.n tats all.adious.^^

♥ 4:13 PM

new loyang temple

loyang guard dog

♥ 3:42 PM

yoyoyo.some photos to share wif u guys.regarding de prom nite n my baobei's.hahax.anyway,was kinda bored at hm,bt no worries,startin work soon,handlin 2 jobs nw.hahax.btw,i wun b replyin tags for a period of tim cuz i was forbidden to c it.hahs.nt funny at all.n tats it.byeex.

♥ 4:09 PM

prom nite was successful n i enjoyed it alot.althou i din tak much photos wif frenz,i guess dere wld stil b chance to tak together.reached hm at abt 12am,thanx to miss kuck's bro.he was so kind to let mi off first.thanz ah!!hahax.and and..i took photo wif my second laogong.omgosh..he so shuai lar.photos wil b updated at a later tim.in addition,juz wana voice out my opinion.i duno y dere r juz some irritatin ppl exist ard.bt i do hv smth for these ppl:pls do respect others before u gain respect FRM others

was so deadbeat n yet hav to wake up early to go sch n get back my report bk.
grade:L1R4(wif cca)=19
i was eligible to apply for MI(3-yr duration)
supposed studious ppl hu c tis might b happy as dey do hav commerce,i wasnt.i duno y.in fact dere r random of thots in my mind.forget it since nobody seems to care at all.

a song to share wif u all.

♥ 12:33 PM

shopped for dress for prom nite which is happenin on nov15 wif the gals n someone special hu gav us advice on wat type of dress we shld look for.hahax.overall,had a great day n i brought a damn expensive dress frm'daniel yam',bt its worth it lar,cuz i can wear it for nxt yr chinese new yr.and adn..im nt a spendrift gal.hahax.gonna work aft nxt wk to earn back my money.

alrite..dad n mum liked my dress,bt dad said i reveal to much liaox.first tim ever he saw mi in tat type of dress.hahax.i wan shop for shoes ler.n mum so surprisin lar..told mi last nite tat she gt 60bucks isetan vouchers, and and..she gav it to mi!!! whee~ mayb i wil shop for some assessories n shoe.hopeful tat dere wil b one which suits mi.hahax.

okies.update when im free.

reply tags:

leegek:okok.a big thanx for helpin mi do de tagboard thingy.and and...i miss u too!!!

joceline:bouncy bouncy..LOLX =)

audrey:alrite,im here to reply u ler.hahax.my eng stil ok lar..nt tat chim ar.hahax.

♥ 8:38 AM

alrite.im back again.
tis post may sound demoralisin or sickenin to others.bt stil,im determined to say it out.

the feelin is back again.tis tim stronger n more demandin.i dunno hw i shld say it,or rather hw shld i put it.it juz seems so contradictry.
i've bn flarin up at evey lil thing in de past few weeks..bein insensitive n harsh..and i always has de mindset tat a fren is one who knows you n loves you juz the same.bt is tat happenin to mi?a sad 'no'.bt stil,i wana thanx my gals hu r always by my side,pushin mi forward.althou i may nt b sittin in front of class 310 in de mornin wif u gals nxt yr,catchin de sweet mornin breeze b4 we start lesson,bt i do appreciate my five yrs time wif u both.
i cld sense de happiness,de small encouragement tat u gals gav,de laughter,de cold jokes tat perk up my day.i really do appreciated it alot.big THANZ!!

i wun b pickin names out,they shld noe hu dey r when i deliver my appreciation,when i felt saddened over some matters.n i noe hw it feels to hav something mean so much to mi tat it is mi,i hav experienced wrath,outrage n fury,bt hav stil made it thru de storm a survivor.
i longed for dem to tak mi as i am.n dey always say tim changes things,bt you actually hav to change them urself.

and and..in three words i can sum up everything i've learned about life;it goes on.
i noe tat i am strong
i believe in myself at all times,even when i tink tat i dun n aven when i feel no one else does.

in addition.i really wan thanx my dear hu has bn supportin mi ever since we met.he has given mi de encouragement tat makes mi stronger than ever,de love tat no one else cld giv.de understandin tat makes mi feel assured,althou i had neglected him due to my Os,bt i promised tat i wil compensate u back.and and..our 1st yr anni is reachin soon!!! lookin forward to tat day.^^without him,my world wld b in a mess.big big thanx to u!![TTW<3]

♥ 1:29 PM

GRAND OPENING OF LIPING'S BLOG!! ^^

cool~ after lik duno hw many mths,i finally hav de tim to create my blog!! wow!!
first of all,big big credits to XUE'E for helpin mi to create my layouts.=)) as u noe,previous posts of mine were de help of leegek's.i onli noe de basic steps lik loggin in n post.hahax.

alrite.im left wif juz poa p1 which is goin to happen on nov13.well,cannot afford to slack much althou its juz 6 days away.i wan my a1.high expectations,bt tat motivate mi to do beta.hahax.bt still..olvls r manageable.de onli paper tat kills all my brain cells was math paper,de onli paper tat squeezed all my juices out of my brain was ss paper.and and..both papers were easy tis yr,althou i did made some careless mistakes.hahax.

okies.shall stop here for nw.wana catch some nap b4 i go tuition.hahax.i can say tat mrs leong was funny lar.she told mum tat i was nt allowed to work part time job.de onli job i can do is go dohby ghuat help her.interestin part:

♥ 12:48 PM